But no matter how hard I try , When in the garden and

The men who stare at goats?? Starring George Clooney.
I Dont get it...

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1234548/


Also...one day last week I felt like being stupid and knocked over a cup of Hot Apple Cider on my keyboard. Which..was not good. Then...I bought a $20 keyboard to replace the now broken one thats really crappy. When I could have bought the $25 good Logitech one but no.. I had to save $5...argh.
Also..

Baking. I came home yesturday from 8 hours of baking at work, and without even changing I started on a cake for my mom :). I rushed like crazy to make it fast and clean everything up before she got home,at 5. And I also made dinner. In my head i had this whole idea for a cake. Which in the end turned out ok. I wanted to write Mom on the cake with chocolate chips which didn't turn out...so I just covered the cake. I shouldn't have rushed thou..


So.
Moms 50 today..I ended up getting the day off which was really random, so I got to hang out with my mom all day. The day went well think. She seemed pretty happy, which makes me happy. :)



ps. that photo is my inner child.

Okay...I love itunes they recommend music to me that I always end up loving.

My new favorite song is...Owl City - FireFlies (who?) its a real good listen. I love it!

I love this photo...and the story behind it. :) how nice.




http://www.suntimes.com/entertainment/music/1717865,CST-NWS-woodcouple15.article

I love lady Gaga...weird.

Hey its awhile so...I'll make a post


I have been feeling really yucky the last few days Sunday Chris family had a BBQ for his niece for her 1st Birthday...the party was fun. But I was in the Hot hot sun all day...I got a sun burn and now 2 days later..I still feel sick. Not fun. but I've been working...and not resting so that really doesnt help. fing work.

I'm reading the Book Mistaken Identity. So far its a very intersiting story..its very spirtual, and emotional. I cried a couple times already. Its a good read thou. I'll have more to say when I finsih.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mistaken_Identity:_Two_Families,_One_Survivor,_Unwavering_Hope


So I wont talk much about this..but Jon and Kate plus 8. Last night left me in tears..and Chris playfully making fun of me. I've watched that show since the first season..I've grown to really love all of them (even thou I dont know them). The kids are wonderful..I'm mostly just sad for them. I really think divorce can distory a family. I know Kate is alittle crazy..but if I had 8 kids I would probably be alittle crazy myself.
The saddest part for me was when Kate said..."I just don't really want to do this alone" I remeber my own Mom saying those same words so many years ago..and I just have to feel for her. Team Kate
http://tvguide.sympatico.msn.ca/TVNews/Articles/090622_jon_kate_announcement_DW
I'm so emotional today. Argh!

no time to spell check today. :P

theres no way around it I'm 24 tomorrow.


I love love love the song.
Show Me What I'm looking for by Carolina Liar. It really fits how I feel right now.


"Wait, i'm wrong
should've done better than this
please, i'll be strong
i'm finding it hard to resist"

I'm having a tuff birthday this year..I officaly hate my birthday. I used to be soo overlly excited for my birthday. Now..I'm sad, and depressed over it. groan. Pfft..I'll live I guess.
I'm going to the The Rack Saturday...I've invited like three people...I'm not into it.

Okay something really upset me the other day...Not mad..more sad.

I just couldn't help but say something. But aS NICELY as possible.


will see how it goes.

LONG WEEKEND HERE I COME...one more day.



ps. never have co workers...(maybe a CLOSE few) but not EVERYONE as a friend on facebook. argh!


and have none on your livejournal. hehe.

I forgot to wear my ring to work today for the first time....and a boy hit on me...


:) its nice to know i still got it... :)



ps. I love chris but its nice to be noticed i feel like sucha wallflower sometimes..

and i got out of jury duty..life is good.

pss. I love Metric! there new CD is..so darn good.

Jim wearing a tux was cute....and funny

Tomorrow at 3 I will have worked 46 hours this week..Ah..I'm uber tired. its so strange how an extra 6 hours can just kick your bum.
I found this song off the Iphone commercial by The Submarines - You, Me and the Bourgeoisie.. I love it.

...thats all.

So I paid $10 to use the internet on the train so I should make the most of it.
I'm on my way home..the trip went well. I am sooo sore thow from the amount of walking I did.

In 3 days I went too
A Roof Top Cafe that was way far down Yonge Street...it took so long to get there but worth the experience I guess.
China Town
Fashion District of Queen Street
St. Lawerance Market
Old town Toronto Area
The Leaf game...which was awesome seeing them win was so great! Everyone was cheering..high fiving..what an experiance!
Hockey Hall of fame Store

many many different shops...like the BlackMarket, the Huge Poster Store (which had nothing Tom Petty) the Eaton Center of course.

I also ate at Rich Tree which was really yummy.

But I'm happy to be on my way home..3 days of enough for me. My feet hurt and my clothes are all dirty...I'm happy to have been able to get away. I'm back to work in the morning.. :( I could use one more day to un pack and such but oh well. I miss my Chrissy too lots and lots..

well I'm off ...more later maybe


ps. I miss work..too. dont tell them thou it will go to there heads haha. :P

I'm in Toronto...the hard part is over which is the train ride, finding the hotel and checking in. Now its time to explore...
I'm off.



:)

I'm wearing flip flops...someone try too stop me.

I love my flip flops.

I can't find a flip flop icon how sucky...

.I feel so cranky today argh..I dont even know why or what my deal it..today was okay..I feel so left out at work sometimes...makes me sad.

I went to Boston Pizza last night with some people from work for Colleens birthday there were lots of her friends and family there too. Kinda intersiting...I always say I'll go out with people from work..But I don't always stick to it..I did last night. and it was actually fun. :)

Loves at the Moment

...March 1st 2009.

- The Song Levon by Elton John. Its just wonderful.

- That my trip to TO. is coming. I'm excited. I've saved all my tips for the past month or so. I have $150. I'm happy people are still tipping us Tim employs. much love. even in these hard times.
(I also have other spending money..but the $150 is for Shopping) and I still have a week to go. :)

- Saving Abel.

- The Leafs 4 in a Row.

- Spring is coming....slowly but surely.

- Frozen Sweet Potatoe Fries...you bake them at home and they taste just as good as in resturants. Yumo.

- People Style Watch March Issue. SPRING LOOKS!

Hate...just two.

- Taxes. I did mine I have to pay...good grief. I could rant for hours..but I won't.

- pms. and my moodyness sometimes...

On my walk home yesturday, I cut threw the park because it was raining and it seemed like it would be faster. Walking threw the park I was shocked to see, condom wrappers, condoms, broken bottels of vodka, broken beer bottels, and a used pregnancy test. (not to mention all the garbage everywhere!!) I know the park is across the street from a factory but people need to keep that crap out of the park. Kids play there, whats wrong with the world. The park is not your personal garbage can people. I remeber when I was younger playing in this same park....what a shame it has come to this.

Kraft Dinner kinda sucks.


eat shrink and be merry is a good idea..but very annoying.

oh my gosh....


http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2233878.ece

My mom got me a Valentines Day gift..thats so cute

:)